Its 4.08am

One of those nights we dont get to sleep as mothers on the night watch. Hailey is coming down with cold - yet again. This had been going on since her social life got busier. Activity classes, sunday school, kai-kais....and to make it worse, the weather have been nothing but irritable. Rain then hot then hot then rain...i just sneezed some...thats what happens next...Wish me luck. Hope this cycle is a short manageable one.

A letter to Hailey

Today is a very important day. 2 years ago at this time of the day, my waterbag burst as I stepped into the labour ward. I checked into the hospital earlier to avoid rushing to the hospital when the time comes. But you knew we were ready for you. At 8.46am, you came into my life. A new beginning of knowing myself more began.

Its been an emotional 2 years. Full of joy & some sorrow...(when I have to leave you for travel/work) Needless to say, you are my world. No, you are not what I had expected. You are beyond our expectations. Your facial expressions, your affections, you being everything is a pleasant surprise to me. Everyday there is a new discovery to knowing you as you grow from a helpless infant into a busy world-conquering toddler.

Hailey, as you grow older everyday, I hope to always be able to hold you close in my arms. In my arms I hope you can find rest and warmth of my heart. Words cannot express my love for you. On this birthday, I pray for all the bad things in the world  to stay away from you and many good things to come your way. Thank you for being you. I love you. We love you dearly.

xoxo,
mommy =)

P.S : I still love smelliing you (*-*)